My Shining Star !!

I have not been the Best…well…rather I am not the best…

When you were born I was happy, juss coz I got a new toy to play with. The new shiny soft toy who is extremely quite and can be handled in any way I wished…I loved you.

When you started crawling, walking and finally talking….it was a lot of fun…coz u were this most likable little boy…who used to be really obedient and shy…I loved you.

I have been mean and I have never taken care of you. I have not liked any responsibilities related to you when we were in School. I have not helped you with anything. But you never complained…you always followed me and listened to me…I loved you.

Growing up, you were not too pleasant, you were stubborn and you were naughty. You started fighting with me and at times you were even mean and disrespectful…I hated you then and always thot that you don’t care at all…but you did show certain signs of Care now and then…I loved you.

You have been thru a lot without uttering one word of complain. I always think, if I were you, I wud have made everyone miserable. But you were the greatest. You came out of all the sadness and tragedies like a shining star. You kept all of us afloat. I cannot imagine the pain and suffering you have gone thru…it juss amazes me that you have the strength….I am so proud of u...I loved you.

I have been critical of you when you were in College. I have always tried to tell you wat to do..please understand that it was all my protective instinct towards you…I didn’t doubt u ever…all I cared was u shud always get the best. You have made me proud with all ur achievements….u have always been there for me…I have not said this many times…but "Thanks"….Thanks for being the younger brother who was mature enuf to guide me like an elder brother…I loved you.

The one thing that I remember the most from my marriage is, there was one person who cared abt me more than anything in the whole ordeal and that was u…I still cannot help but cry when I see the Sangeet video and ur Dance…I loved you.

We have known each other all your life…I have seen u from roaming around in a Diaper to roaming around in Designer Jeans…I have not said this many times…but...I have learned a lot from you…I wish you all the best ever…I wish u all the happiness and luck in life…I believe in you and I am proud of you…I wont change anything in you…I loved you all these years and I know…I can never stop loving you…


You are my hero…My kiddo…I love you !!